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Who: Amy and Josiah (And maybe Calum, yikes)
What: Does Amy listen to Song? Does she listen to herself? Nooo, she goes to see Josi-boy anyway.
Where: The loft
When: March 7
Status: Complete
Walking to the loft, Amy swung the paper bag of candy she held, cheerful despite her nervousness about the visit with Josiah. She'd practiced 'shutting things off' as she'd explained to Jalen, and as long as Calum didn't make an actual appearance, she figured she'd be fine. Josiah was her friend, wasn't he? And as her friend, he was entitled to addictive candy. She grinned, stepping up the pace a little. Nothing like a good coconut-covered chocolate fish to cheer someone up. Biting their little heads off was good for the soul. Choking back a laugh, she arrived at the loft and absently switched the bag from her left hand to her right before knocking.
"Hey, Josiah! Candygram! Sorta."
Her nervousness welled up in a sudden rush, and she thought about just leaving the candy right there on the doorstop and going home, apologizing to Josiah later. What if she hadn't shut things down as well as she thought she had? After all, it wasn't something she practiced much. In fact, the last time had been at Ryuu's party...Shaking her head in disgust, she shoved the feelings down and took a deep breath, grasping at her previous cheerfulness. It'd be fine.
What: Does Amy listen to Song? Does she listen to herself? Nooo, she goes to see Josi-boy anyway.
Where: The loft
When: March 7
Status: Complete
Walking to the loft, Amy swung the paper bag of candy she held, cheerful despite her nervousness about the visit with Josiah. She'd practiced 'shutting things off' as she'd explained to Jalen, and as long as Calum didn't make an actual appearance, she figured she'd be fine. Josiah was her friend, wasn't he? And as her friend, he was entitled to addictive candy. She grinned, stepping up the pace a little. Nothing like a good coconut-covered chocolate fish to cheer someone up. Biting their little heads off was good for the soul. Choking back a laugh, she arrived at the loft and absently switched the bag from her left hand to her right before knocking.
"Hey, Josiah! Candygram! Sorta."
Her nervousness welled up in a sudden rush, and she thought about just leaving the candy right there on the doorstop and going home, apologizing to Josiah later. What if she hadn't shut things down as well as she thought she had? After all, it wasn't something she practiced much. In fact, the last time had been at Ryuu's party...Shaking her head in disgust, she shoved the feelings down and took a deep breath, grasping at her previous cheerfulness. It'd be fine.
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"S'okay. Walks are always good. I got you the candy, by the way." Amy lifted the bag slightly and grinned. "Guaranteed to at least cheer you up a little, if nothing else." She moved aside so he could get to the door.
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He held the door open for Amy, and offered her a small grin. "Candy's always good. I ran out of sour patch kids, so I need something sweet."
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"Why's it so cold in here? If it's Calum, shouldn't it not be like this if you're not here?" She stepped inside and carefully made her way to the couch, keeping a tight grip on the coffee cup.
"I've never had sour patch kids, but sour gummi worms aren't bad, actually." She dropped the bag on the floor and sat down slowly, cradling the cup.
"The chocolate fish should go well with your coffee though." She smiled faintly. "Though I can't say I speak from experience. Can't stand coffee." Almost as an afterthought, she nodded towards the mess.
"Looks like my room back on Earth. Papers everywhere, and most of them don't make any sense."
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He glanced at the stacks of papers, all written in that same scrawled cursive. "This is all Calum's. I really wish he had been a neat freak - it doesn't really get him any brownie points in my book for leaving a mess in the loft."
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"Had some in the eighth grade. Hated it. My French teacher thought it was good for us." She made a face before reaching down for the candy. "The only thing it was good for was ruining my clothes. The girl who sat in front of me had really long hair, and one morning she kinda flipped it -" She opened the bag and dug inside for a second before pulling out a handful of chocolate fish. " - And her stupid hair knocked my cup everywhere."
She held out her hand, eyebrows raised. "Can you imagine a neat pirate? I can't."
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"I never even tried coffee until I got to college," he admitted, looking down at the drink in his hands. Shit, he must have been really exhausted - he was jittery and his hands were shaking slightly. Wonderful. "So by the time I got it, I knew I was going to be addicted."
He almost rolled his eyes at her last comment. "Too much wishful thinking?"
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After a second, she dumped the candy back in the bag and set it carefully on the floor. She leaned back against the couch, arms crossed, scowling.
"Way too much. Y'know, if I could hurt him without hurting you, I swear to God I'd smack him."
That was probably a stupid thing to say, she knew, but when her friends got hurt, she got protective. And mad. She closed her eyes for a second and took a deep breath before letting it out slowly. No good getting pissed over something she couldn't fix. Absently, she realized she could feel Josiah, and she pushed the wall back into place. It hadn't been anything big, he still felt like himself, but she'd picked up on the smallest twinge of something not quite right. Better to try to shut it out now instead of waiting for it to get worse. She opened her eyes and glanced over at him.
"So you'll be coming to my wedding in April, right?" She grinned a bit. "Unless we just give up and elope instead. It's starting to look like the better option."
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He sank against the couch and winked at Amy. "Of course I'll be at your wedding." He chuckled at her mention of a possible elopement. "I have a mental image of you dragging Jalen to one of those all-night chapels in Vegas."
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"Oh, no way. My parents got married at one in Tahoe. I couldn't see the romance in it, so I swore to myself I'd never do it. I was thinking maybe going off to Twilight Town or something. Besides..." She smirked suddenly, twisting her ring on her finger. "Jalen's all for going simple, but I think simple with neon would kill him."
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He reached over to grab his coffee, but stopped halfway there as if surprised by something. He turned back to Amy, a curious look in his eyes. "Is that a natural talent of yours, that enhanced empathy?" His voice started out normal, but slowly slipped into a pronounced Welsh accent.
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"Um..." You need to go now, dummy. Song thought this would be a bad idea, and Josiah said to leave, go go go!
But she couldn't move. She seemed to be stuck to the couch, heart pounding. She swallowed and tried again to speak.
"Yeah."
Okay, one word, but it was an improvement.
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He rose to his feet and crossed over to the front door, picking up the cardboard box that Josiah had placed there only a few minutes earlier. He lifted the top, and glanced in, counting quietly beneath his breath. "This will do..."
He then glanced back at Amy. "I'm surprised you didn't bring your fiance. I suspect he would have been of some assistance to you at the moment."
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You're babbling, you idiot. Amy took a deep breath and let it out, watching Calum. Okay, so he was by the door. That was fine, she could wait. Or she could say goodbye and walk right past him.
HA.
"I told him I'd be fine. He needs to learn to trust me. ...I don't think this is gonna help."
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"Yes, I do. My friends say that you are, I can feel it myself. I shouldn't have come, but I wanted to check on Josiah. You're really running him down, you know? Whatever you need him for, he's not going to be much good if he passes out from lack of sleep." She felt herself bump the door, and she grabbed for the knob. Her fingers closed around it as she regarded Calum.
"He's having nightmares, right? I figure something like this is probably not sitting too well in his head. Can't you...make them stop? Or something? Without," And she waved her free hand. "taking away any of his memories?"
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He sat down on the couch, still regarding her coldly. "I do admit that it's unfortunate for the boy, but my goals are too important to regard something as inconsequential as that. His nightmares, his darkest fears and wishes, fuel the magic." He smiled politely. "But if you would like to help, I wouldn't disagree to it."
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"It's an opinion formed mostly of feelings I trust, so no, I don't think I'll be changing my mind." She rubbed her elbows, cold. Good God, if she got out of this in one piece Jalen would never let her out of his sight again.
"I'd rather not help you unless it's going to help Josiah, but as you've already said, you don't care. I don't know how I could help you anyway. I'm nothing special."
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"You say you have nothing to offer? Everyone has some sort of fear that resides in their soul, something that would tear them apart if they ever had to face it." He stopped a few feet from her, and gave her a small smile. "Likewise, every person wants something so much that they would do anything for it, regardless of morals or consequence. So, yes, Miss Amy. You could be very helpful."
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"I'd like to keep my fears and dreams to myself, thanks. I'd also like to leave now. Would you mind opening the door, please?"
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"Forgive me for intruding, but if you won't tell me those things yourself..." He gestured and the black fog raced forward to encircle Amy.
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I just want to get out of here damn it Jalen why didn't you come anyway I don't know how to stop this-
She could feel the flame wavering, and she knew she couldn't do this much longer. She'd never seen the need to practice very often, and now look where it'd gotten her.
"I- I'll tell you! Just stop it! Please, just stop!"
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"Oh god," Josiah murmured, backing away from Amy. The confusion quickly turned into guilt, even as the magical backlash caused him to start to shake. He fumbled for the key in his pocket and threw it at Amy. "Get the hell out of here... before he..."
What had he been thinking? He should have told Amy to stay out, that this was too dangerous. She could have been seriously hurt or worse. Fuck.
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"Not your fault," She said, quickly thrusting the key in the lock. A turn, a pull, and the door was open with her halfway out of it. She managed a faint smile even as the shaking began to get worse.
"Don't worry. We'll fix it- somehow, we will." Then the door was tugged shut, and she was gone.