More thoughts

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Who: Seph
What: More writing
Where: Gummi space near Neverland
When: Around 2am May 19th


Occasionally I wonder if some trace of him remains within me. Unlikely but, it is still something that makes its way into my thoughts. There is little chance that it would be enough to worry about if it is there. I doubt there would even be enough to identify as something other than just another bit of darkness among many.

He influenced who I became after my 'birth' but, so did Aria... I suppose Song also had an effect. Without her willingness to help me I don't know what would have become of me... It is worrying how willing she was to take the risk even though she thought I was him at the time. Aria was also willing to help after some time but, I think by then she realized that something was off about me. Of course by then so did I.

I regret some of the things I put her through before I found myself.

He paused in his writing when Aria stirred slightly in her sleep. He probably should have woke her and made her go to bed when she fell asleep sitting next to him. But he rather liked having her leaning on him and she still felt somewhat awkward being so close for so long when she was awake.

'However, I am glad that things turned out the way they did for me,' He wrote before tucking away his book and preparing to attempt getting Aria to bed without waking her.